January 2011
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so it’s done. it’s gonna be hell from here on out. i’m just so numb to everything and my heart is as hard as stone. i am too tired to pretend everything’s okay. i kindof feel glad it’s off my chest and i said everything i wanted to say but all of this is shit. i’m getting that tattoo very soon.
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My sister called me brave for what I did. I’ve never thought of myself as brave before, not really. But after tonight, I think I am. I’ve never been proud of how I looked and I’ve never been so keen on saying I have great personality because in all honesty, I feel like I’m unique but not too special. For the first time in my life, I feel like I have a striking personality....
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My sister called me brave for what I did. I’ve never thought of myself as brave before, not really. But after tonight, I think I am. I’ve never been proud of how I looked and I’ve never been so keen on saying I have great personality because in all honesty, I feel like I’m unique but not too special. For the first time in my life, I feel like I have a striking personality....
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Wow. I finally stood up and did what I’ve been wanting to do for the longest time. My chest feels heavy and light at the same time. I am anxious on what’s going to happen next but I hope that I do not regret what I just did. I know for a fact it was the right thing to do. When all of this is over, I am going to get my tattoo done: “may the bridges I burn light the way” If all hell breaks lose,...
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when i discover really good artists and bands that...
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“Remember that time when everything was simple? Just right when we met. We weren’t in love then and we were perfect. Now w are broken and fragile and we don’t even know what we got into. We both hurt each other even if we love each other so much that no one wants to let go. What happened to us?”
“We were like petals in the wind, beautiful, and then love came along...
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“Life is nothing until it is lived; but it is yours to make sense of, and the...”
– Sartre
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i feel like no one listens to the music i listen to
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when a hot guy follows you
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i love him
Him: i ate at this chinese restaurant a while ago and the food was soooo good
Me: nice, are the owners chinese?
Him: yeah they're legit chinese and their daughter stays there but she's americanized. their chef is white though
Me: lmao nice. you better not go there and date that girl
Him: idk who she is. i saw her years ago, she was 14 or something lol
Me: duh if it was a few years ago then she's older now so don't look for her lmao
Him: i love you beng
Me: i love you!
Him: poopoo! i really do!
reading my book under the covers. this book is...
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post a hot nude girl, lose 3 followers in 2...
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when i was on the last page of my book Siddhartha’s (by Hermann Hesse), i felt a smile creeping on my face. i never expected the book to touch me in any way but it truly did. it moved me and made me think about my life and the things i’ve been going through recently. the weight of everything that’s been happening to me has been more than i can carry and i’ve almost lost...
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you know that feeling when your heart feels like it’s breaking inside of you and you can’t reach it to fix it or at least put it back together?
that’s how i feel right now. i’ve been crying every night the past two weeks. i don’t want anyone to ask me what’s wrong or why i’m depressed. but don’t be fooled by the smiles and the giggles and the...
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i don't want to be what i am anymore :(
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MY VERY FIRST GIF!
i’ve been wanting to learn how to make gifs from videos since forever! yay! thanks to gamgifs and youtube for teaching me c:
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“When someone seeks,” said Siddhartha, “it can easily happen that his...”
– Siddhartha, Hesse
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Was it wrong for me to think of my boy while...
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“The world was beautiful when one just looked at it without looking for anything,...”
– Siddhartha, Hesse
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“It was all a lie, it all stank, it was all putrid with lies. Everything...”
– Siddhartha, Hesse
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i have seen people around me and even on tumblr who change boyfriends/girlfriends so fast, it’s crazy. let’s say this person was dumped by her boyfriend, a week later, she’s seeing another person but she claims she still loves her ex. another week goes on and she says she loves the new one. i’m so confused, i don’t understand this kind of logic, to be completely...
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